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Name: Kelsey
State: Georgia
Metro: Atlanta
Birthday: 8/19/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: I'm 20, and I go to Berry College. I'm happy, content, and dang excited about life cause Jesus Christ rocks my face off....uh...let's see.... I love people...love learning....I love the South....my favorite show is Andy... favorite color is dark green...favorite movie is Life is Beautiful...favorite season is fall...favorite flower is the Morning Glory...I love Strongbad... love acting...in love with music...I play guitar and sing, and write songs....I'm absolutely enchanted by the Arts....love to appreciate all of the beautiful and excellent things in life....I love riding horses....I love adventure...I listen to a little bit of everything, EXCEPT pop and techno..I love oldies, good ole' honky tonk, rock, can't get enough of the R&B slow jams, punk rock, bluegrass,I absolutely love classical, and jazz. Big band music is incredible. I love ole' blue eyes,and the ratpack. I wanna be a public speaker....I think....
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AIM:  AweStruck19
Member Since:
2/21/2004
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| Yeah so I havnt updated this thing in forever. A lot has happened since that post. There's too much to explain but the point is I'm ok......and I will always be ok no matter what happens in my life, and no matter how things turn out because I know who I am and how strong I am. The End. I don't really update this thing anymore so I don't really expect anyone to read this :) | | |
| i'm completely shattered. this is the first time in my life where i see what it means to depend on christ -- not what i thought it meant -- but to be truly devestated and hurt and confused to the point that you're just utterly broken....and every part of you aches for comfort.....so that every void HAS to be filled by Him alone.
"He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." - Psalm 147:3
" He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak." - Isaiah 40:29
"And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." - Ephesians 3:17-19
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| im emotionally strained. it's like 5 different aspects of your life are
straining your emotions, and it starts to wear on you
pretty bad where its like your heart hurts all the time, but its this
subtle hurting that's like under the surface. its like this subtle
heartache that's just there and you do your day to day stuff, but
still know its there so it makes you feel unhealthy. you feel like you
could ease it a little bit if you could talk about it with someone, but
then everything is impossible to articulate the way you want to, which
leaves you frustrated and looking forward to sleep. as unhappy as
i feel, it will pass, and i will grow from it in some way. i look
forward to that -- it's a wonderful concept, the way pain molds you
into a stronger person if you let it.....as much as it overwhelms me
now, there are worse things. i find comfort in the fact that i know
nothing will ever defeat me. how will you ever know what you have in
you unless you experience things that crush you -- stuff that makes you
want to stay bitter, or complacent. if i didn't experience crap in my
life, i would never know that i'm a fighter. i can't imagine anything
worse than not knowing exactly who i am......if having a life with no
heartache means that i would never find out my full potential, then ill
take heartache anyday over mediocrity. everything happens for a reason.
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| Man I hate it when I think I did so good on a test, then I get it back with a big F on it. Ugh. Oh well, in the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matter.Spanish can kiss my tail. On to more important things, SUMMER IS COMING. I'm so excited. I'll be ridin horses again, and takin it easy. I think I'm going to be working at a car dealership in Union City. Maybe they'll give me a deal cause I wanna get a car at some point this summer. Hey any of you Fairburners, I'm going to be home this weekend so call me if you want to hang out...my new cell is 678-294-8799...so holla holla. Also, any Newnaners coughcoughETHANcoughcough you should call me too even though you're not a Fairburnite cause we havn't hung out in forever. Welp, that's all for the update. Wish me luck on exams. | | |
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